"Bodies In The Loft"

As I search for the source of these events,
I have no words to say in my defence.
My shoulders hunch with this ever increasing doubt,
I still wonder what the fuck it's all about.

(Chorus)
So why am I plagued with this,
Oh doesn't it suck, well tough luck.
Why am I plagued with this,
Oh doesn't it suck, this bad luck.

My fingers were crossed as they fell off,
As far as I know I've got no bodies in the loft.
It seems to me that this ain't fair,
I can't find no solutions anywhere.

(Chorus)

And so continues this degradation of my soul,
Man, I'm losing control, I need more alcohol.
As I delve deeper into my depression,
Almost hopeing for the positive impression.
There's a part of me who fights it all,
Oh, there's a part of me who hopes I fall, in the end.

This karmic retribution could prove to be my soul's evolution,
But why it needs it still fills me with confusion.
Now I know you got to take all o'life, the good and the bad,
But the past few weeks have been the worst I've ever had.

(Chorus)

Written and composed by Harrison and Me

The Karma Are Coming, The Karma Are Coming

Bad karma has been following me around like a bad smell lately, (not that I haven't had a bath). I will not tell you why I think that is cause this is a blog with a few secrets, so there. But seriously, I've been too hot outside due to bad decisions, just stubbed my to which resulted in my nail being broken off, and the past few days in general haven't been very good. I'm a very strong believer in karma. "My name is"...Gavin.

Scrap That

The last post is redundant, ignore it. Everything is peachy...for now.

Flat-Lined

I love it when a plan comes together, that's why I hate my current situation. I have no money, I have no job, and I need £1000 for the first of August...plus I'm going away for a week.... something will turn up, I doubt it though.

The Well Dried Up

Damn, money's annoying. It's sooo good but very annoying. We need it for everything and spend it on nothing then when we need it for something we don't have it cause of the amount of nothing we just bought. Quite a pickle indeed, but we always find a way round it, we must though the "way" may not make itself claer for a good long while...that's kinda depressing.